will missing u always dear~~~

betul2 tgh down nih,,,

mmm~~~

my hubby da dpt keje..

tp kt s'pore..

mmgla xjauh,,tp lina xpenah jauh ngn dye..

ari tuh lina g mtrx kt kedah pon da kire jauh la tuh..

xkesala kalau org nak kata lina gedik 0 mngade2

tp lina mmg xpenah jauh ngn dye pon..

mmg la pluang tuh sgt2 bharga..

ptotla bile dpt twaran keje,,,dye asyik tolak je

rupe2nye da ade twaran yg lagi bez..

cmne nih??

smpy skng lina xbley nak bagi kputusan lagi..

ksian kat dye..

xkn dye nak kne lepaskn pluang yg ade ntuk lina???

ptot ke cmtu??

ntahla...

pentingkn diri ke lau lina kata lina xkn lepaskn dye???

arrrgggg....tension!!

sape lg yg nak jaga lina kt cney nnt..

pentingkan diri ke lina nih???

dulu lina tolak tawaran medic kt rusia n msok mtrx kt kedah tuh pon sbb dye xnk jauh2 ngn lina..

skrg???

dye kata nak keje kat sana 4 2years then bwu bley bkak company kt cney..

adoi...lamanye..2 thn~~

xpela dear,,~~

lina taw tuh sume ms depan..

lina lepaskn la..

tp,,,,tlgla jgn lupe kt lina..sob3..

nmpknye diz year kte xdpt la nk clebrate anniversary ke-5 kte same2..

hope u g sana btol2 keje la..

lau lina taw u g mgatal,,,,!!! siapla!!

lina g keja u kt sana..

hek3

papepon,,,,i'll missing u dear~~

malam penuh cabaran~~~

tepat jam 8.15 mlm,,17/2/10..

mira dtg sampai depan umah lina...

ktorg da lme rncg nak kua together2

hek2

windu sgt~~

da lme sgt xhang out sme2

lina juz pky t-shrt + jeans + sandal...

hahahaha

gle simple~~

yela..

juz nk g mkn2 je..

then,,,after amek lina kt umah,,ktorg pon bgerak la ke uia..

nak amek aina lak pulak...

also slh seorg my bff yg lina plg syg~~

mmmm....

aina mintak tlg,,,nk g farmasi jap...

nak bli BARANG cket..

hahahaha

lantak ko la~~

after that,,,mmmm nk g mne nih????

lepak kt wgsa mju je la~~

smpy kt wgse mju~~

ktorg masok lam wgsa walk jap,,,sje je jln2 ampy sume kdy tutup

hehehe

then nk g mne lak nih???

xde port la plak nk lepak2 mngenang kesah silam...huhu

xpela...ktorg g blikn nasi lemak ntuk mak mira dlu...

sebenarnye~~dlm diam2 aina n bf dye da jnji nk jmpe..

adoi nih yg mls nih,, kite da jnji nk hangout btiga je....!!

so,,,bf aina da tgu ktorg kt petronas wgsa mju tuh..

nak wat cmne lg....bf aina n kwnnye follow je kitorg

otw nak anta nasi lemak tuh kat umah mira......

1st mende yg sgt xbez jadik...

adoyai,,xley nak elak,,,

ktorg kne thn polis la plak,,,

kete bf aina lepas je...

adoi,,,,da msok lam list~~

mira la,,,sbb dye yg drive wktu tu..

seb baek x trase nk drive mlm tuh...hehehe

then after anta nasi lemak tuh,,ktorg kua balik..

mira punyela pns ngn polis tuh siap gelakkn polis tuh kuat2

dye ckp "ktorg kua lg,,xheran pon"

hahahaha

pape je la cik mira~~

so,,,,bf aina pon ajk ktorg g mkn..

ok!!

tp....xkn nk g kl kot...

ktorg dressup cam minah siam je nih...

tp bf aina kate mkn dekat2 c2 je..

ok la

follow punye follow~~

smpy kt pelita klcc..

punye la borak punye borak..x igt lak mase xley nk stop..

pkul 2.30 suda~~

adoi...lina da srba slh nih...

lina da la x bwk kunci umah,,,mama lak da call sbb nak kunci gate..

so how???

nak xnk tpakse la call c ehem2 dtg jemput...

hehehe

cian dye~~

ktorg mkn2,,skli ngn org besa quatro~~

after mkn,,,dorg sume bgn,,

lina ngn mira tnye ngn aina nak g ane??

xkn msok quatro kot??

ngn slipe jepun nih??

x vogue la~~

lgpon lina xmo msok tmpt2 tuh

xmo2!!!

aina ckp,,,eh xde la~~

sume pky cam minah siam xkn nk masok c2..

rupe2nye mmg bf aina msok lam tuh pon..

ceh

lina xkre

lina diam je bdiri dpn avnue k tuh..

5min pastu~~

c ehem2 dtg...

adoi,,,npe la dye kne jmpt lina dpn club...

mati la~~

dye punye la jg lina dr tmpt2 camtuh

lina xmsok pon ok!!

tp spe yg nak pcaye kn???

whatever~~

otw nak blk,,,skali lagi....

kitorg dtahan polis...

kli nih mmg mmpus~~!!

sbbnye...

c ehem2 tuh....lupe bwk wallet...so ksimpulannye dye xbwk lesen n ic..

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

then alasannye...

die bwk lina blk sbb mama lina call ckp lina xblk2

adoi,,,,polis tuh pon tbe2 je nak mrh2

malu kot~~!!

kne mrh kt hway???

bdendam btol ngn polis2 sekalian..

ahhhhh...menci!!!

lina bknnye dak skola lagi,,,tolongla jgn nk mrh2

suke ati org la~~

seb bek la c ehem2 besa juge pngaruhnye~~

hek3

lepasla..

phew~~~

blk2 je b4 lina msok umah c ehem2 tuh ape lagi..

brain wash la~~~

lina da naek gile da~~

hahahahaha

mmg la lina ngaku lina ade gak slhnye...tp bkn sume slh lina k

lina juz kua mkn

2 je!!!

tlg phm,,,plz~~~

nway,,,even mlm tuh sgt2 xley nk dlupakn by me....

mlm tu lina tetap sonok gak...

at least lepas windu kt korg bdue~~

hek3

cyg mira + aina 4eva~~~!!!

true meaning of freindship~~

ade x org yg xtaw true meaning of friendship,,,???

lau nak tgk zmn skrg nih,,,

mmg la ade...

melambak2 pon~~

merate2 bley dpt...

sbenarnye ape meaning of friendship???

ade spe2 yg taw??

mmm....

lina kept thinking for past few days bout diz issue...

npe ek??

sbb skrg lina bdepan ngn 'kwn mkn kwn'

mesti sume org taw ape mkne 'kwn m kwn'

so....lina xya la nak xplain pnjg2...

mmm...

xsangke kn,,,lagi tgi education level lagi murah nilai psahabatan..

mmm..

ape mkne kawan lau stakt nak bkawan waktu nak benefits je..

ble da dpt benefits..trus lari tinggalkan kawan tuh tkontang-kanting sorg2..

yela...nak wat cmne..adat dunia,,,btol x???

susa nak cari kawan yg btol2 ikhlas nih..

even kite wat baek pon,,lom tentu org tuh wat baek ngn kite..

lina pon xtaw pe mslah ngn org yg dgelar 'kwn mkn kwn' tnpe dye sedar tuh...

da la tikam blakang kwn sndiri,,pastu siap join geng setan hasut org keliling ntuk wat prgy yg same ngn prgy bsuk yg dye wat tuh..

dye igt sume org respect ke ngn prgy cmtuh???

well,,,dye bley idup tenang skng ngn prgy ntah pape tuh,,, tp bkn on becoming days~~

lina pon xmo bls pape kt dye,,,tp lina btol2 doakn 1 ari t dye sedar ape yg dye wat..

n on dat time,,,no turning back la~~~

lau dye semak2 nak wat baek wktu tuh...da mmg xde faedah pon..

lina maafkn je ape yg dye da wat,,

tp ingt la mende alah nih..

people will easily forgive but will could not forget~~~

so people yg mcm lina yg mmg pdendam,,,

mmg akn maafkn

TAPI.....

lina akn igt smpy mati...

lina da puas wat baek tp dye tetap wat cmtu gak..

so lina dcide ntuk diam je n xwat pape..

until dye jmp ngn org yg akn wat mende yg same kt diri dye,,,

wktu tuh dye akn sedar...

whatever...

so bley ke still gne istilah BFF lau prgy cmtuh...???

atas nasihat lina,,,,

lupekn je~~

u'll never b 1 for anybody~~

igt ape yg lina ckp..

lau sedar,,sile la brubah b4 sume kwn2 awk tuh lari..

jgn smpy tlambat sudala..

n 4 me~~

lina da maafkn tp...

lina bkn 1 of ur BFF lg~~~

sebab lina da muak tgu awk tuh berubah,,

mmuah2!!

*tata*

minat baru~~

kali nih lina da de minat bru lak..
nak wat business la plak..
business ape??? mmmm.....mcm2..
lau bley nak wat sume business..hek3
tp~~~~
problem skng modal je,,,adoi..so before nak start business nih kne la ade modal..
mne nak cr modal nih???
mmm..kne korek tabung ke??? xpon korek je wallet papa...hehehe
isy2..mcm xbaek je kn..
so lina decide ntuk krgkn shopping~~ mmm,,,tp........bley ke??????
lina bru je bli handbag jimmy choo n dress...mne lagi nak korek duit??? mmmm....
so diz week lina dpt je duit blnje trus lina smpn dlm bank yg lina xkn bukak... npe ek???
sbbnye~~~lau duit2 tuh ade kat kt dlm purse lina nih,,,, 1 juta pon bley abes dlm mase 2 minit..
hehehehehe
lina mmg la boros sgt...lalalalala
xpe2,,,sempena thn baru nih
linA da dcide nak simpan duit la...demi business nih...
huhuhuhu..
berusaha la lina~~~~!!!!!

hepy bday to me~~!! 20/12

20/12/09 be da best part ever in my life~~

nape ek???

20/12 tuh tarikh yg sgt2 bmakna lam idup lina...

my birthday...

here is a true story~~~

since i was small,,,lina xpernah celebrate bday ngn kwn2 je...

slalu mesti ngn family n a few friends...

npe mmm???

nih sume sbb tiap kli bday lina,,,ari tuh mesti cuti~~cian kn???

so,,kwn2 juz dpt wish je then kasi adiah on the next day,,so on my bday...kboringan slalu mlanda..

tp,,,smthing happen yg mbuatkan thn 2009 be a best year of my life when kwn2 lina clebrate bday lina..

wawawa..

bunyik mcm mnyedihkan tp nih la hkikat.. it was my 1st time!!

on 19/12/09..........

my matrix's friends.....bayah, ain, zulek, fida, syiela, keme and also tuty clebrating my bday..

huhu

at first,,,dorg ajk sume dak2 kls i g klcc ntuk wat gathering..

then smpy2 je bwu 4 org yg ade kt c2...ain, zulek, fida n syiela...

so ntuk tgu yg laen2 ktorg dcide g mkn dulu~~

after mkn,,,ktorg igt nak g tmn klcc tuh,,,photoshoot chet!!!

hehe

tp hujan la plak...

tgu pnye tgu...kire 4-5 kali gak la tawaf klcc tuh,, baru la tuty, bayah n keme sampai...

n sesi photoshoot pon tibe~~

hehe...fav time!!!

then lina ajk ain g toilet...mmm

ble kua je bdak2 tuh dah tgu kat tmn klcc...

tp lina tperasan khilangn tuty n bayah..

so of coz la lina tnye mane dorg pegi????

zulek ngn confident nye mjawab 'dorg g toilet'

oooo...ok

memandangkan ari still ujan so xdpt nak g tmn lagi..

bayah kate dye lapa,,so ktrg g food court,,

suddenly,,,bayah tnye lina lapa x???

tp lina ckp x....

bayah suro lina lapa gak n..........

jeng...jeng...jeng...

guest what???

bday cake was already there...OMG..

dorg wish me hppy bday n nyanyi lagu bday ntuk lina...

segan gak sbb kt c2 sgt sesak ngn org rmy,,,,,tp sgt tharu..hehe

lina xtaw cmne nak ckp thx kt korg tp lina btol2 happy...

thx ntuk korg,,,esp,,,bayah!!!

thx a lot 4 da cake...

thx coz igt bday lina walaupun kte sambut s'hari b4 bday lina..

hehehehe

after mhabiskn cake yg sgt sdp tuh,,,ktorg g taman lg...

thx GOD sbb da x ujan lagi...

sesi photoshoot pon bmula lagi...

tp yg cdeynye~~

lina xdpt koin dorg smpy mlm sbb my ehem2 jmput lina awal lak..

hehehe

thx 4 tuty yg dtg even bwu balik dr indon,,, thx 2 bayah yg stdy kat penang, zulek yg study kt klntan n also thx to keme yg kt ukm je,,,n of coz thx 2 ain, fida n syiela..

kpd yg x dtg gathering tuh,,,,,rugi la...korg xdpt mkn kek yg bayah bli...hehehe

nway,,,thx gak 2 mama n papa lina yg igt bday lina n nyanyi ntuk lina,,even dorg x dpt nak clebrate coz faktor mase...

thx 2 my siblings...yg kasi present...akak luv u all so much~~!!

thx ntuk my cyg...wish pon da ckup....lina taw cyg bz~~~hee

thx 2 the others yg also wish lina....

my big bro..husna,,, my luvly friends maria, camey, ayen, mira, fasha, rai, nawa, yana n also kwn2 yg wish pky mulut je..

hehehe

igtn tuh penting...

2 zura yg jd org kedua wish lina after my cyg...thx a lot..tharu gle~~

thx 2 tqah for cute n luvly bday present...

hehehe

thx u all.....

lina sgt2 happy n datz y diz year is he best year eve in my life!!!!

we fight we break up,,,we kiss we make up!!

wehuhu~~
kali ni bkenaan kisah lina n c ehem2
mcm bese la dye dtg kolej ntuk hntr lina blk umah..
lina mmg slalu blk umah tiap2 mgu so dye la yg jadi driver yg stia..
hehe..lucky me to hav him..lala~
tp dsebab salh fhm happiness yg ptotnye ktorg rase hancur tbe..what the*****
hisy,,,,bese la...laki mmg x suke mnunggu..adoila~~
so lina kne la marah bgy nak rak...
mmm..tp dye try ntuk pjuk lina..
pjuk2 punye pjuk..lina plak naek lemak..hehe(besela tuh)
ngade2 lak,,org dah pjuk 2 dah la..still nak tnjuk krs kple..pdnla ngn muke aku sendiri..
hehe
punye la trok ktorg gado..laz2 dye mngalah n dcide ntuk pjuk lina lagi..hik3
syg die!!!
die bwk lina mkn chic.chop kat 1 kdy nih,,,n lina yg ngade2 nak majok nih mintak die wat 1 bende yg mnandakn die btol2 nak pjuk lina...hehe(ngade2 kn??)
so,,,,lina mintak die ntuk suapkn lina mkn dr awl smpy abes..hehe
die ikot je~~
sonok2!!
then ktorg bgerak plak ke cineleisure...
nak pjuk pye psl...die bwk lina g tgk movie..
hehe...
even cte yg ktorg tgk xde la bez mne tp at least lina dpt rase spent time 2gether ngn die yg dah lme lina xrase...
slalunye ble ktorg kluar je,,ade je clien die yg call nak meeting..adoi~~
lps nih nak kne majok gak bwu la bley dating ngn gumbira..hek3

bosan~~

dah lame sgt lina x bkak blog nih..
sebenarnye xtaw ape pon nak tulis..
emm..
sem baru da mule,,,ari tuh pointer jatuh agak trok la gak..
tp,,azam baru nak naikkn pointer sem nih..(sebenarnye sama je mcm azam2 sem lps)
cuti sem ari tuh dpenuhi ngn masa2 yang sgt boring
xde ape pon yg bley dbuat,,kwn2 kolej sume dok jauh2,,,
kwn2 matrik dlu x cti2 lagi..
kwn2 lame lak ilang nth kemana....nasib....nasib...
so,,,blw da tlampau bosan sgt kat rumah mule la mrengek2 kat c ehem2..
mintak dye bwk g jln2..
thx la ntuk dye yg slalu nak lyn kerenah lina yg kdg2 agk mlampau..
hehe,,,besela tuh ble org da bosan...
ari nih ari ktiga dlm sem baru..
bru 3 ari kls start,,asgmnt da stinggi gunung everest..
subj untuk sem nih byk yg core subj..sume nye 4cre hour...(3+1)
nih pon lom start lab lagi,,,
next week lab dah start,,,busy gle la...sampai nak sengih pon xsempat nnt...
yela,,mne nak kejar study,,,quiz,,,asgmnt,,,lab report lagi...
adoi2..
tp lau dpikir2 balik,,, letih skrg nih kejap je,, hrp2 ble dah grad dpt la keje yg best2 cket...
lau citer psl keje nih la yg wat pening kple nih...
lina cfuse la lau nak pikir psl mase dpn nih...
lina nak further stdy ke nak trus keje???
adoi...sampai skng still xde jwpn lagi..
lau nak further stdy rase macam da xlrt...tp syg nak tinggalkn student life..
lau nak trus keje,,lom ready lagi,,,lagipon lina nak amek MBBS...
cmne nih???
lina da mintak pdapat byk org,,,ape yg dorg bley ckp..."ikotla...lau ase nak stdy,stdy..lau xnak keje jela.."
mmm...semua xde jwpn yg bley bkak simpulan kat otak lina ni..
ntahla..
lina pon xley nak mrancang mase dpn..
so, lina dcide ntuk wat btol2 mulai sem nih (ayat mcm slalu dga je!!)
utk further stdy o x tuh,,lina dcide ble da grad nnt...
lina xnk tsalah lgkh n xnk mnyesal..
so hope lina dpt wat kptusan yg betol...
huhu